Lesson Learned ,

I was sitting on a bench right in front of the bookstore
A malay woman was sitting next to me , embracing a little baby .
She kept coaxing the baby boy and i was reading my devotions

Her baby trailer fell down ,
Apparently she was quite hard to pick it up as she was carrying a baby in one hand

Damn , i was HESITATING then a woman came and helped her to pick it up
I was ashamed .
I cursed at myself : PEGGY , YOU'RE SUCH A JERK !
i just simply couldn't forgive myself
so i prayed .
asked for forgiveness and help
If time reversed , i'm surely going to help her immediately .

Then the chance came ,
her milk bottle dropped and rolled to me .
I picked it up immediately and gave her a smile .
That really made me felt much more better .
Sometimes you really need courage to do good deeds
though you know it's a virtue to be helpful
I have to stop thinking in that way 

It blocks and keep me away from good deeds
what an evil .  

i THANK GOD for listening to my prayers and realized it
For HE gave me a great lesson today

Repent on the mistakes you do , ask for forgiveness , trying to accept the jerk u were , make a change .