祂

在这段期间
感谢神,
让我在逼迫患难中更加认识祂,与祂更亲密
感谢神,
让我无助落泪时让我坚强起来,给我希望
让我知道身边有好多好多爱我的人在为我祷告
让我在与人哭诉的时候还能在苦中做乐,大声说:'受逼迫的人有福了!'

过了一年多,祂又把我带到祂的面前,扶持我并修直往神的道路
祂真的很爱我

谢老师说:''神没有应许我们不遇人生的风暴,但祂保守我们安然渡过''

诗篇91:2
他是我的避难所,是我的山寨,是我的神,是我所依靠的.

曾经
也试过哭到乱
甚至在祷告里埋怨
但最后,我以感恩的心来结束那一天

哥林多前书10:13
你们所遇见的试探,无非是人所能受的;
神 是信实的,必不叫你们受试探过于所能受的; 在受试探的时候 , 总要给你们开一条出路,叫你们能忍受得住. 

很多时候我们在受患难的时候动摇了,
但在事后我们总能发现到祂真的一路上都在引领着我们
咳,我总是那样缺乏耐心,
须知祂一定有祂的理由去让那事情发生

要抓住信仰.

使徒行传16:31
他们说:当信主耶稣,你和你一家都必得救 

GOD IS DURING OUR UPS AND DOWNS 

5 things that make me feel happy today :D

1)
Honestly telling you that i'm freakingggggg happy today !
I finally gt a chance to involve myself in the game that i favorite most --- BASKETBALL!
frankly , i'm not a really good basketball player if you compare me with other basketball player in my school
Oh MVP MVP MVP is everywhere~~

It was  really a glamorous bolt when i received a message from my friend telling me to join their training as they need a player urgently
i was sooo naive as i thought sg.chua basketball court must be near around school so i decided to walk from school
but after a thousand of inquiry
i found  it wasn't near at all
WHAT A FOOL
so i took a bus , and walked and walked to it ..
yeah , i had proved my self-independence ...(Y)

so let's talk about the basketball training !
this  was my first time of all to join school representative basketball team players' training with COACHES
it was sooooo awesome even though sometimes i cant pursue their steps but Jesus did really help me much to kept my heart strong as always , reduce mistakes , improve my skill and erected my strong determination !

BUT i was urged to stop the training halfway bcoz my shoe was .....

                                                     STUPID CROCODILE SHOE

btw , i really gained a lot and learnt so much BRAND NEW basketball tactics
OH THANKS GOD SO MUCH FOR THE ANSWERED PRAYER !

                                            EPIC TEAMMATES

Gratefully the coach told me a good news !
She approved me to join them for the coming competition ( SIN CHEW CUP )
and asked me if i would like to join any further training with them haha
OH GREAT HONOR & GLORY !

2)  I saw my crush oh so handsome

3) I have started my pre-form 4 tuition class oh it was so OSSOM
     can't wait for form4 life !
4) Oh papa n mama went to china so grandmama n grandpapa came to my house to take care of us .
    oh yea , got a superb dinner ( epic  chicken crurrrrrryyyyyy )
5) my bro fetched me from tuition by scooter ! oh it was soooo OSSOM  , OH dashing in the little drizzle ,
    my slumbered soul is awaken and i was so perky !

                                         THE END

Church .

I went to my church today ! (every Sunday )
We sang a few hymns & psalms and praise our wonderful God
I thank God for giving me a chance to get into church again since that day .
I joined this church for quite few months i think .
I found admirable teachers at here and i gained A LOT
Though it was a hard time and a lot of obstacles ,
but He'll never give me up .
He led me went through all the difficulties and finally brought me here.

A simple church that only attended by approximately 10 ppl .
A simple band that only made of two or three guitarist and a pianist .
No rocking , No colorful neon
Good sermons that based on Bible
Games between youth to make us dwell on the good qualities we should have .
I love this church wholly .

This is totally different than the church i used to go that was really uncomfortable
It has over hundred people and youths , they encouraged people to make yourself look different by dying your hair , wearing heavy costume and ROCK all night
They prayed and some of them went mad , dashing inside the church everywhere  like a fly without a head
I was afraid so i asked a person what happened on him and she told me that was the MIGHTY POWER of God manifested on him  .
I have no idea .

Until i encountered this church ,
then i know what's the problem is .

Nowadays , many churches in town are secularized ,
and some even contravene the creed of bible .
--- my pastor

He gave us the sermon lasted  for 2 hours in church .
THE LONGEST SERMON EVER
It was quite boring cause he kept talking about the stories of himself but i still gained a lot from it
There are  many thing we should learn from him ( i was barely propping up my drooping eyelids & my friends were kept going in & out to the toilet )
LUCKILY I DIDN'T GO TO TOILET cause  he told us , he never ever went to toilet during the sermon afterwards haha so ironic
THE LAST ADVISE he gave us - READ THE BIBLE

[It is God's word to his creation
and bible is always the answers to the needs of man
Find for yourself a quite , solitary spot where you can be along with no disruptions
Find out what true Christianity is about.
Read God's word. Find your God in that Bible.
Make the Bible the book of your life. Find your truth there.
Commit its words to memory.
Love the God that you find there and seek him.
Commit your heart to that God. Take the Bible seriously, believe it, trust it, love it.
Make its teachings the object of your life.
And know this: To follow God is to forsake sin, to turn from it, to repudiate it, to lead a good,upright, godly life --- for God's sake
God's way is the way of morality, goodness, and virtue.
You cannot follow God and the way of this world. To follow God
you must reject the way of the world, its outlooks, attitudes
and values. The way of the crowd is the way of Satan. You
cannot follow both Satan and God. You must choose. ]

And ... I think I have to engage in introspection from now on .
I can't be a perfect , flawless girl
But i'm trying to reduce my mistakes and faults
Seize the belief - God will lead me to the right path .



                                                                                                            With love,
                                                                                                             Peggy .

Sometimes I get a little confusion in my life

]Just a few days ago,
I spoke to my friend , DOUGLAS (in phone)

I told him what happened on me lately,

most of them was about the graduation day .
he missed it .

I was on duty on that day ,
I was free after the salutation to the VIPs who were LATE to school
and I felt like a fool to stand still for nearly 20 mins to wait for them YUCKS

Frankly ,I'm not going to the graduation day's duty if my bro , my crush,my friends aren't involved
It was so touching when i saw my bro receiving a graduation certificate from an unknown teacher on the stage . wow , he is getting bigger
some student even hopping (OPPA GANGNAM STYLE) to get the certificate on the stage and that really amused me haha

my brother was in the choir .
auld lang syne , PENG YOU & SHA LOU .
i cant believe he was singing so seriously and it touched me
and tears filled my eye sockets .
i didn't dare to cry cause it looks so weird that i'm not the one who is going to graduate
it just reminded me lots of memories that i had with my friends and ya , maybe my crush is going to leave me soon

here is it 

i always share things that happened in my life to my mum ,
no matter how private is it .
although sometimes my mum will complain about how crazy i am and kept nagging to me about i should behave like a REAL girl
i don't know what's her definition of a real girl
for me ,
to live a beautiful life is my motto .
YOLO (you only live once )

So i'll do whatever i think it's right .
i was standing right beside my st.john friends who were on their duty cause i'll take a nice view of my crush at that location
i was mocking my friend by kept calling her crush and said HI to him
her crush was one of the guitarist which performed on that day
a SHINE guitarist
and she was so jealous when he asked me if i could take a photo with him

then i acted like i was busy to keep the chairs ignoring my dearest boy
oh WHY

people told me that he has no emotion
he is a cold-blooded guy
but who i am to judge him
everyone has feeling
and he was apparently sad after he watched the show
sitting there and looks like dwelling on something

everyone was calling me to take a photo with him but i kept refraining from it
i was a COWARD

then i kept busy on the chores
when i was trying to look for him , i cant found him
soon, the school bell rang
and a POURING rain began

i was waiting at the porch and thinking about him
i was so regret that i didn't even say anything to him
i must at least do something on this important date 

though i may not know the outcome .
i'm young , nothing i can't lose
i don't want to be regret when i'm old !

then i got someone told me where his class was .
i was still afraid , none of my friend volunteered to keep me company to looking for him
the rain was so heavy and i was drenched  .
i was definitely looking gross
i don't care anymore
so i dashed n dashed to the place he was -- canteen .

when i reached ,
yeap , i guess that was his class
everyone was dressed in black
my braveness vanished in the moment
gosh , so i ran inside the canteen looking for someone i know for calmness
then i found one - jun xin (one of a passionate boy in my class)
he told me to take a deep breathe and be brave to take a photo with him as he did it with his crush before and it was really nothing after all

then jun xin walked with me , approaching him
someone was riding on his back when he was helping on taking photo of his friends
then when i encouraged myself so hard to open my mouth

i don't know how was he looked like
stunned ? no facial expression ? thinking about what is his next step ? afraid of the over-initiative me ? or shy ?
then he nodded his head with a slight smile .
i was still nervous
after the photo taking ,
even the photo was flawed with a spot light at the corner of the photo and a little bit blurred
i can't stay anymore
i took my phone back and said a 'thank you' to him then i ran away quickly
GOSH, i really have no idea what was i doing
my body trembled EVERY TIME he passed by me
my heartbeat raced EVERY TIME i saw him

my friends told me to control myself not to avoid him ,
don't be afraid of approaching him ,
dare to LOOK INTO his eyes
dare to say HI to him

i'm trying , always .

i told douglas my stories and he shared his stories too 

then i told him to seek the answer in the bible

then he told me one day when he was praying , he felt that he heard the voice of God
telling him to wait and he wasn't that sure it's the words from his heart or God's voice

he was confused

i told him,

i believe God has made the path for you 

someone that is made by your rib bone is waiting for you in the future

and he said he hopes so .

then he shared an article about God's advise for love to me .

it's almost all about how to maintain your marriage and extirpate the concept  of sleeping around 

lol i won't do that

bible has rules that we have to follow

yes , it is .

no sex before marriage ?

YEAP

girls can't pay court to their loved ones ?

if it's true ,

then i'm so wrong and sorry , to both of my loved one and my God .
but why ? 

because we have to let it flow naturally until the day it comes ? 

i didn't read a piece of this advise in the bible 

i have asked him but he couldn't remember it anymore .
now i'm CONFUSED

AND I"LL SEEK OUT THE ANSWER VERY SOOOON!!!

GENTING for GUTS

I just went through a great day with my epic friends - peng yee , siew chuen , annie and two new friends - sze min n cheryl at genting highland !
* (Cheryl - my bro's crush)
there are so many crazy moments we had during the trip ,
The argument of 10 cent , the poured-out-yogurt , the marshmellowed yogurt ,the over-deep V- shirt , the rain , the video we made on the roller coaster ,WOOOTS

In brief , I've never been like this before at genting .
we have tried nearly every thrilling n hardcore game at theme park
NOW, MY GUTS are TRAINED

I OPENED MY EYES AND RAISED MY ARMS DURING THEEEESEEE 

I'm fascinated of the feeling of the floated ass in the air 

360 degrees roller coaster n superman spinning made me feel alive

  the altitude made me feel like i was on the top of the world and scream like nobody can

the dumbness to ride banana boat without any spare cloths
I can even overcome my childhood shadow of the flying chairs !
what a wonderful day to keep the sorrows away and enjoy the climaxes !

PEGGY IS A CHILLING GIRL =D



THANKS GOD FOR A BLESSED DAY!