Thursday, 7 November 2013

My Soliloquy


Wow . Months passed by , I'm asking myself , "How am I ? How's your life going on ? " And a massive amount of pictures conjured up my mind . Peggy Tey , a girl that I'll define as a beautiful girl with a lot of doggone pimples on her face , trying to balance the  masculine and feminine energies within  but always ends up being screwed up by her uncontrollable crazy mind  that somehow she'll beautify it as liberal mindset . She has a lot of fantasies that once a boy told her to be realistic and she can't stop asking herself ," what's the use of being realistic ? what's the need of being realistic ? " So , she DGAF on what the boy said . She couldn't believe that she's sixteen now that she is capable to do something that was ''illegal '' when she was young . When she was young , she was so afraid to break the so-called rules . She was so timid that she was willing to damage her bladder in spite of getting herself to the toilet and get to experience the real '' indulgence'' , She was so dumb to believe in those crazy tales people told her , and maybe she's still doing it now . She was so proud that she's a young adult now , capable to work and earn a little allowance at this young age . She started a diary and let it uncultivated after a few days . She can spend a night dwelling the uncertainties as if it is certainly going to happen soon . She has such foolish faith to console herself after every fails of the pursuit of love ones like , 'it's just fine . I don't wake up everyday to impress him either . I'm beautiful as I am , I'm was just trying to be frank on my flawed personalities instead of being a drama queen . I don't need to have a damn long hair to flip his cheek and  enormous boobies to amaze him . " Her emotions goes like a maze and she hopes happiness will be the light to shine the way to the door that opened for her to the truth of life . She is blessed and able to look up the sky throughout the uphill battles and says ,: " Thank you God , for everything . "  I could conclude that she's a wonderful girl . HAHA